When it comes to music composition, the most powerful songs often come from the most vulnerable moments, and “You Kinda Ruined Everything” is no exception. This debut single tells the poignant story of a cherished friendship unraveling after an unexpected confession of feelings. The artist, with raw emotion and heartfelt lyrics, explores the highs and lows of love, loss, and gratitude for fleeting moments that shape us.
With the help of talented producer Harry Marden, this track blends bittersweet lyrics with an uplifting melody, crafting an emotional experience that feels both deeply personal and universally relatable. Drawing inspiration from d4vd’s introspective storytelling and the vibrant sounds of LAUNDRY DAY, the artist has created a soundscape that balances melancholy with hope.
In this exclusive interview, we dive into the story behind the song, the creative process, and the emotional journey that shaped it. From the pain of letting go to the joy of musical expression, discover how “You Kinda Ruined Everything” came to life and what it means for the artist’s budding career.
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The title “You Kinda Ruined Everything” sounds quite provocative. What’s the story behind this track, and what personal experiences inspired its creation?
It’s about a girl from my university who confessed her feelings to me and therefore ruined our friendship as i didn’t feel the same way. It’s about the crumbling of a friendship i truly cherished.
The song seems to carry a raw emotional tone. Can you walk us through the emotional journey that led to writing these lyrics?
I just wrote what i felt was right, to me everything was ruined because i lost her and the love i had for her left a painful lingering effect in my heart.
How does this single differ from your previous musical releases? What new artistic territory are you exploring with this track?
This is my first ever track.
Could you share some insights into the songwriting process? Was this a track that came together quickly or something you worked on over time?
It spanned over a few months of writing, i wanted to convey my true feelings in the best way possible. It was hard at times to write the song but i felt like others could also relate to the song so i carried on.
The title suggests a complex relationship narrative. Without giving too much away, what universal emotions are you hoping listeners will connect with?
I hope others can feel this song the same way i do, dealing with loss and heartbreak while leaving a bittersweet taste on their tongues, that they were grateful they had a moment in their lives they can cherish forever.
Can you tell us about the production of the track? Did you collaborate with any other musicians or producers to bring this single to life?
I collaborated with my best mate Harry Marden, the producer of this song who is very taleneted in this industry. I felt like i could only make this song with him as he’s done the same in the past.
How does “You Kinda Ruined Everything” fit into your broader musical vision or upcoming album?
I like to write about emotional and melancholy aspects of life as it’s a healing journey for me that allows me to look back and pull a smile.
What was the most challenging aspect of creating this single, both lyrically and musically?
I didn’t want to make it too sad as that wasn’t the overall message i was trying to give, so the lyrics although may be sad, we made a tune that captures the highs and lows of love, loss and also happiness.
For fans who might be new to your music, how would you describe the emotional and musical landscape of this track?
Bittersweet and heartwarming.
The title implies a sense of disappointment or heartbreak. How do you balance personal vulnerability with artistic expression in your music?
I try not to be too direct with what i say in the song, i sort of beat around the bush and convey my words in a way that doesn’t leave the song on a bad note but allows me and others to feel content with the music. Although i did feel anger, it was purely due to my emotions getting the best of me as i couldn’t accept the fact i lost someone like her.
Are there any specific musical influences or artists that inspired the sound or emotion behind this single?
I like d4vd’s lyrics and the upbeat vibe of LAUNDRY DAY, so i wanted to mix the two.
What do you hope listeners will feel or experience when they hear “You Kinda Ruined Everything” for the first time?
I hope they just enjoy the melody and the melancholy yet happy beat we created. We don’t want listeners to feel sad, but leave the song feeling like they relate and appreciate to others experiences and that we’re not doing this alone!!
