Tahani who is known for her stage name as Alyssa Hyndman is a wonderful talent who is deeply rooted In the quiet town of Coleford, nestled within England’s Forest of Dean, Tahani is creating music that refuses to look away from life’s darkest moments. Her upcoming single “Psychological $uicide,” draws from personal struggles to craft a powerful narrative about mental health and survival.
Blending emo rock roots with modern production, Tahani’s sound echoes influences like Evanescence and Linkin Park while carving its own path. The track opens with haunting piano before expanding into a textured landscape of distorted guitars and electronic elements, creating space for vocals that cut straight to the heart.
In a recent conversation with Tahani, she opens up about the deeply personal journey behind “Psychological $uicide,” her creative process, and how transforming pain into art has shaped her evolution as an artist.
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There’s a raw intensity to “Psychological $uicide” that really grabs the listener. What inspired you to create this particular track?
“Psychological $uicide” was inspired by my personal struggles with mental health, feeling overwhelmed and suicidal caused by internal turmoil and trauma that needed heeling . I wanted to capture the emotional intensity of that experience.
The title itself carries a lot of weight. Can you walk us through how you decided on it and what it represents to you?
The title represents the silent, internal battles many face. It acknowledges the painful struggle to find solace amidst chaos. For me, it symbolises intentional dissociation as a way to cope with suicidal thoughts instead of physically ending life my I mentally ended my life..
The production on this track feels very intentional. What was your vision when you were in the studio?
In the studio, I aimed to create an immersive, visceral experience. I experimented with distorted guitars, haunting melodies, and introspective lyrics to convey raw emotion. I wanted heavy, haunting, scratchy dark- like everything inside my head
Artists often use music as a way to process complex emotions. How did creating this song affect you personally?
Crafting this song was therapeutic, allowing me to confront and process my emotions. It helped me find solace in vulnerability and I hope to now support others through dark times
The lyrics seem to tell a deeper story. Which verse or line feels most significant to you?
“Silent screams behind my eyes” resonates deeply. It encapsulates the feeling of being trapped in your thoughts and screaming on the inside while acting normal on the outside
Were there any unexpected moments during the recording process that ended up shaping the final version?
During recording, I stumbled upon an eerie guitar riff that intensified the song’s emotional impact. It became a pivotal element.
Has releasing such a personal song changed how you approach making music?
Releasing “Psychological $uicide” has made me more authentic and fearless in my creativity. I now prioritise vulnerability, mental health and supporting others through turmoil.
What’s the next chapter for Tahani after this release?
Next, I’m exploring themes of hope and healing. My upcoming project hopes to be less intensive more fun. Every I write is from experience so whatever comes next it will have shaped my life previously
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